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[Feb. 17th, 2006|06:09 pm] |
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| | "Nasty Girl"-Biggie, P.Diddy, Nelly... | ] |
hi world...
soo that one post caused way too many problems for my liking but i am going to try again.. becasue i dont really know why.. break has offically begun and i have decided to wat 10 things and dead poets society tonight! I loved work yesterday.. i dont really know why.. i def. go through phases but i love it! KUMON IS LIKE THE GREATEST.. i know i am an absolute loser but thats okay.. i mean i think it is also because of squiggly pak right les? lol.. okay well anyway i have to figure out what i am going to do.. with a couple of things this year like if i should play golf or if i shoudl continue to work cause i love work alot.. (well at least kumon). hmmph.. i am so unfocused when i write these journals i feel like my complete addness comes out. Everyone, btw, needs to rent PROOF and watch it it is like amazing and like intellectually captivating not to mention jake gyllenhol is amazingly gorgeous... i think i might watch that right now until annie comes over with chipolte (im not quite sure how to spell that). i think i might actually start to post more often.. saying that this is an exceptionally short post. |
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|09:07 pm] |
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| | "Move along"- All American Rejects | ] |
wow.. I must say that to some extent this is unblievable. The last time i am updated i think it said was in May 2005.. so much has happened since then huh?... (funny how i ask a question and no one answers...) i would recap it for you but frankly some of it is too painful. i lost some of the greatest people due to my own emotional tendencies.. i guess that will always be a bit hard for me to let go..
i think the reason why i started updating again is because i learned something today... today (having not gone to school) i sat outside and thought... just sat outside and by doing this i let alot of things that were bothering me go.. its hard being inside my mind sometimes... its hard when i notice i have done something that i wish i hadnt done but cant take back.. i am somewhat unstable in that sense...maybe its not just me who goes through this i dont know.. but i guess my main purpose for writing this is not to do anything more than just to say this...
I am sorry for all the mistakes ive made. I wish i could take them back... |
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| im taking this quiz |
[May. 28th, 2005|06:38 pm] |
i dont know how to do the highlight thing so im only deleting the ones that work
-I am a cuddler.
-I am a good dancer.
-I am a huge fan of lists.
-I am a perfectionist.
-I am currently single.
-I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.
-I am resentful that I have to grow up.
-I bite my nails.
-I can be paranoid at times.
-I consider myself to be a 'nerd'.
-I currently have a crush on someone.
-I currently regret something that I have done.
-I curse frequently.
-I do not believe people are inherently good or evil.
-I enjoy country music.
-I enjoy talking on the phone.
-I have a mobile phone.
-I have a hard time paying attention at school.
-I have a hidden talent.
-I have a hobby.
-I have a lot to learn.
-I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
-I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy.
-I have at least one brother and/or sister.
-I have been in a real relationship.
-I have been rejected by someone.
-I have been to another country.
-I have been to Europe
-I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
-I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
-I have changed a diaper.
-I have changed a lot over the past year.
-I have mood swings.
-I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
-I have seen the television show The O.C.
-I have watched Sex and the City.
-I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants.
-I like being the center of attention.
-I like Shakespeare.
-I love my friends.
-I love rain.
-I love sleeping.
-I love to shop.
-I miss someone right now.
-I own 100 CDs or more.
-I own and use a library card.
-I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
-I read books for pleasure.
-I shave my legs.
-I sleep a lot during the day.
-I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza.
-I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
-I watch MTV on a daily basis.
-I will try anything once.
-I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
-I like orange kool aid.
-I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'.
-I am currently wearing socks.
-I am being nostalgic right now.
-I am tired. |
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| uuuuuuuuuuuuuuupdate |
[Jan. 28th, 2005|05:41 pm] |
ok well i am updating haha so last night was fun a bunch of people came over to hang out, play ping-pong, and pool and watch I know what you did last summer. blah so it was fun a bunch of people were hanging out. i beat sameer in ping pong but i got WHIPPPED WHIPPED by JZ holy shit that azn is amazing! haha granted i like hadn't played for like 2 years. well today i went to borders to buy myself a book and i bought this book that hes just not that into you! haha it is amusing me alot. right now i am on the chapter about how if a guy likes u u would know and that u have to wait for them to make the "moves" (call u, ask u out, etc.) because if not that means that they are just not that into you! lol
i probably shoudl go back to reading it so i can inform all of you about these interesting facts that i am finding otu in hes just not that into you |
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| done once again |
[Jan. 22nd, 2005|09:50 am] |
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| | Such great heights | ] |
wow why am i like that. haha ok well lets just update for u very very interested world. this is just a recap of the last few nights. well midyears fucked me up the ass of course of course. but well anyway after midyears murtuza drove angela home and i went with her becuase i didnt want to drive in the morning so it was all good. then he dropped us off and angela drove me around all day i felt like a pimp or something we went and bought garden state (which is such a good movie) omg and then we went to ruele or whatever in the mall and i bought this shirt (that i like love). so then after all of that uhh o yea people came over to watch the oc and just hang out. Brad, Kevin, Alese, Annie, Alessandra, Angela, Sameer, Leslie, and Mattham and me of course. well then that was fun then we ended up playing hide and go seek but Angela has a mental break down because she was so scared or something i dont even know. She was like screaming every five minutes. well then the morning came and everyone left and then i took a long bath cause of my massive headache and then i went to the mall with alessandra and alese and then angela met us up. it was aorund 5 and im like omg wouldnt it be cool if we go and see in good company at 515 or something aroudn there so we arent too late to kevins. and then there was! IT WAS LIKE WHOA! so anyway we went to see that which was so cute.. except alese kept trying to get on me. the arm rest was up and everything. Then we all went to kevins and hung out. at the beginning of the night mithun was my playa but than he went out with annie. uhh o and well there was some drinking and stuff whatever nothing big deal i dont think. anyway o me and alese were playing pool and let me tell u about our amazing skills. So we start out the game hitting like completley impossible shots that luckily go in so we are like pimps. than between the both of us we sink the cueball 5 times in A ROW! with out hitting any other ball. as in the ball was hit and went straight into a pocket and we werent even trying! it was so fucking hilarious omg! ok well and then and well i odnt really like anyone anymore so i guess thats good back to just kicking it and seeing what happens! i just have to make sure that i dont lag for that much more |
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| SNOW DAY! |
[Jan. 6th, 2005|11:12 pm] |
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| | What's my age again- Blink 182 | ] |
well well well.. the time has come once again. haha not that it is that big of a deal or anything but becuase today was so much fun i decided to update (and o because i cant go to sleep that also worked out). Well i got up at 9 only to find out that i had completley lost my english paper (thank god for chris or i would have died) and also for the snow day. Then i got up did the normal stuff and then annie and leslie said they wanted to go sledding so i was like cool. Annie alese angela leslie and i went sledding. Damn i was getting so frustrated when i was trying to get up the hill i kept on slipping (thats for wearing tennis shoes not even running shoes) so alese and leslie had to help me up the hill like every time. oh and i also bought this camera for the water becuase i was liek we are ging to be in the snow.. shitty camera like doesnt have flash (wtf?) haha. Well anyway we get off the hill cause we thought we were going to meet up mithun but then mithun couldnt hang out so we all decided to go to Angelas house (to get her license which she was not driving with)and Starbucks. Then while Angela and i were listening to blink we decided that we wanted to crash kevins house so we all decided to go over randomly to kevins house but then we were like lets call murtuza too. So leslie went with murtuza (and almost died) and angela and i and annie and alese. There was only six people but yet we took three cars. So anyway we played pool and hung out there for a while (it was fun). Alese Angela and i went back to Angela's to get picked up and leslie rings the doorbell and is like murtuza hit kevins mailbox. Leslie says that he took it completley out of the ground. Kevin said his parents were cool with it though. Well anyway then i hung out with my mom and watched the oc.. so i must say that this was one really good snow day. |
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| i like taking quizzes |
[Dec. 30th, 2004|10:15 pm] |
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| | flagpole sitta- hd | ] |
She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D. |
"Her off beat dance makes me fantasize
(Her curves) She's sexy!!
Her ass is a spaceship I want to ride
(Her ass) She's sexy!!"
In 2004 you got your groove on - and had the best time ever.
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i want to do more! yaya for quizzes |
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| Hello world! |
[Nov. 13th, 2004|09:18 pm] |
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| | Cute without the E- Taking back sunday | ] |
ooops i think i messed up something so i dont know if this post will post but i will pretend. So this weekend we went on blind date again it was fun i hope it works out really well although i havent listened to the tape because it will take way way wayy too long and i am really lazy! haha Well anyway while the two were on their blind date Arathi, Alese, Annie and Alessandra and I were like sitting and eating dinner. (omg i just realized i need new friends! ones without A's for their first names.. ahh its freaky.. and every guy i ever like has a name that starts with an A omfg! this has got to be alot more than ironic i mean come on thats just sketchy! Yes sketchy! i will never stop using that word so stop thinking that i will for i wont! Omg i dont know why i just thought of this but Alese and i went to the school store yesterday because i didnt want to do anything during study hall and then the guy asked for my last name and i got all confused and just stood there.. i seriously could not figure out what he was asking! It was really funny then he started laughing at me and that was the end of that. ooo and HE said hi to me today! ok i know thats not a big deal but still HE said hi! ok yea i really need a life but its like not happening anytime soon! i need a bf! omg! I am talking to Leslie and she just told me that Kevin thinks i hate him for calling me fat! i was so jk i like serioulsy dont hate him! KEVIN if u see thisdotn hate u! omg it doesnt even bother me! lol.. o and btw.. i have found out that by straightening my hair its like a big deal so i think i am going to start doing it more often i mean whatever it doesnt take that long! o yea and school is just frustrating we had our stupid parent teacher confrences and my dad was all like u need to do better in chem! ugh but he is liek i dont care about ur grade or something like that it was all confusing my dad is really confusing sometimes! So yea o and btw i love leslie for see she is the one who got me to update because i wanted to tell the world that she is so fine!
Last weekend i went to the TAKING BACK SUNDAY CONCERT and it was amazing and i am in love with Funeral for a Friend! OMG i want to have their babies! The lead singer is so hot! HOLY SHIT BRITISH ACCENT! OMG! ahhhhh ok yea back to the fact that i am obviously very sexually frustrated i think that is another thing i need to work on along with my grades! I was suppose to go out tonight! didnt happen and so i should be studying not happening. but i will try to! I AM SUPPOSE TO BE CELEBRATING THOUGH so its not fair! ok i am sick of typing i love u world! O yea one last thing so apparently when i didnt go to somerset the weirdo trio got some weird names so i wanted the rest of the world to know them
Alessandra (once hell and corruption) is now known as Angel
Annie- is now corruption (because she wants to get drunk and is very VERY VERY VERY VERY sexually frustrated)
Alese- is hell (apparently becuase she told a lady where the hotel was and she pointede her in the opposite direction)
*You three still have to figure out one for me* |
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| ugh |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|02:21 pm] |
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| |  jealous | ] |
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Well this weekend has not been that great. Me feeling like my jealous coward self feel like shit and I dont know why. Everything sucks. Nothing works out! I wanted to go to yoga today that didnt happen and then because of all the good news circulating around my past failures just keep on reminding me. I dont know when they will all just go away and I can have fun again ugh! And well screw alex im done dealing with that shit for the time being. I feel like talking to someone but there is on one online and its Ramadan and I shouldnt have any hw this weekend because of it and of course I DO! And of COURSE i didnt start it and i just cant focus on it and since i missed yoga i have to run.. ugh.. so everything can just be described as ugh! i am going to go right now and do nothing |
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| updating |
[Sep. 26th, 2004|10:16 pm] |
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| |  flirty | ] |
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| | kiss me | ] |
ok well angela got mad at me for not updating and i guess there is so much to say because it has been a month since i have updated. Well first and foremost i am going to the taking back sunday concert on the 7th of November and we dont have school on the 8th how perfect is that?! i know i know! situation is there are no seats its just one big mosh pit so i have to get their early. Well we are like figuring out homecomimg and stuff.. i really hope something doesnt happen with alex and he cant go cause that would really really suck! but yea so homecoming is going to be amazing! i am so excited and i really like my outfit so im excited.. especially if i straighten my hair, which i did on thursday, i have been told i look much hotter. i am not sure if i believe it but i mean i dont really look at myself in the mirror so i wouldnt know! haha wow that is like 3rd grade all over again where i took every mirror out of my room and i did not look at myself for a month yea i have had one messed up childhood but hey i thought i was that ugly that i couldnt look at my own face.. wow that is really depressing! ok well im done with that but yea so no hc is going to be amazing. we arent doing the stupid limo thing but we are all going to meet up at angelas and it is going to be amazing. the girls get to sleepover afterwords which is going to be so much fun! i am procrastinating my cyrano paper by writing in my journal but i think that it is more important.. i really just dont want to work right now espeically when i found out that i only need a first paragraph and a intro for my paper conference. Well today i went to borders and it was weird because i swear i saw people with such interesting lives, yea i was people watching, but anyway they were all so interesting like it was def. like a lady who was having an affair was there meeting the guy who she was having the affair with and then there were people screaming at each other, people looking for kamasutra books (or however u spell it). looks like i did a lot at borders. ok well im going to go and type |
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| summer reading |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|11:20 am] |
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| | i am going to marry cyrano. i am going to marry cyrano | ] |
im doing summer reading doo dah doo dah! i just finished history! yes! so i feel like this is a time for an update. Well my parents were asses last night so they wouldn't let me go to the football game randomly cause i like need to sit in a box for my entire life but they are lik have people come over tonight so people if you can read this message come over tonight 6 o'clock! ok well yea. ill talk to you all lata for i miss my love cyrano.. |
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| well |
[Aug. 26th, 2004|06:36 pm] |
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| | Crush-Mandy Moore | ] |
well he wasnt there today meaning it is all sucky once again... sprained ankle blah.. could this be more ironic i dont think so?! well i am going to go and watch some tv to forget the suckiness.. but at least an 8th grader said i was really hot today so i mean a plus right.. haha yea i know...well i will write more when i dont feel like shit |
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| ok... |
[Aug. 25th, 2004|10:21 pm] |
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Well I guess that to most of you it is no surprise that I have come back to my livejournal obsession. Yes that is what it is no denying. Well I have no real depression just yet but hey tomorrow is looking promising. JK (at least i hope) and if you know what is going to happen tomorrow well then you know exactly what I am talking about. Ok well lets see uhh im really really nervous about tomorrow. I went to borders with angela and all I could do was talk about that. Talk about one sorry life! I know! shut up. ok well so yea i am almost done with one of my english essays and I started history (+). Well I guess the situation could be much worse right? This would be a good time for you to answer me although you cant for see you are just a journal. Blah.. someone help me with tomorrow. I mean after 6pm ill either be the happiest person on earth or well.... lets just say life will suck once again and then it will make complete sense as to why I started my livejournal obsession. Unless of course i chicken out which will just lead to the last possibility anyway. God i am such a baby. Well i mean i guess life could be so much worse but its like good and stuff and im like all excited to finally be getting things back in the swing. This year is going to be so different and I mean no matter what happens tomorrow nothing is going to be bad. I mean I will not mope I will get over it and move on but damn I need balls really badly right now. Damn it where are my cupcakes when i need it! haha.. well see hmmm DAMN IT JOURNAL ANSWER ME.. and to all of you who read my journal you are probably in awe by how stupid I am sounding right now but i dont give a fuck cause this is my journal! yay doo dah dooo dah.
ok well i am going to go and sleep in confusion
gnight sweet journal |
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| done again |
[Jan. 14th, 2004|09:49 pm] |
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ok well its over once again... I am leaving this livejournal for the dead. My entries "suck" and it defeats the purpose when i can not just write what i want to.. so maybe i will come back to this later.. who knows! |
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| hello |
[Jan. 10th, 2004|12:23 pm] |
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well i am at school right now volunteering for something or other! I cant decide whether or not i want to go to the linkin park concert on the 27th. The seats suck but i still wanna go it would be fun i think...I cant decide! o well i am talking to Alex. I think we have to do something now. |
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| i dont know |
[Jan. 8th, 2004|09:32 pm] |
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I really need to seriously update with what I think. I have so many screwed up emotions that I dont even know what I mean anymore. I don't know what I want or why I always feel it necessary to complain. Forget it, ok so my parents are ocd about the smallest things but that does not mean that I need to act like it is abnormal just for me because I am sure that this is the same for many people. These are the times where even though I am pissed about everything I hate feeling bad for myself because I have no reason to feel bad for myself. My life is fine and I shouldnt complain because I feel like shit.
I wish I could understand what i really think in my mind but no it makes no sense. Everything is just random tangents and all of the ones I have followed so far have led me to nothing. I give up, why keep trying when nothing is going to change. Everything will always be the same.
I need people! god how sad is that. I need to feel like i am cared about and it never happens no matter what I do. This is sad. This is probably why i act the way I do. This is probably why i piss people off! This all makes sense.
I really wish it didnt... |
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| so pissed |
[Jan. 8th, 2004|09:19 pm] |
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ok well besides that i got my speech over, which sucked like a mother, my parents are like "mitra we feel bad that you dont really have friends but when you are invited to go out to a party, with people you usually arent cool enough to go with.. well than during those situations.. we are going to force you to go to a persian party.. not to mention you cant even stay in ur own damn room.. when ur mad because ur grandma has to sleep in ur room too becasue she doesnt want to sleep in the guest room" GOD DAMN IT.. i have to live in my brothers room and when i live in my brothers room they are like.. "u cant lock his door becuase it is his.. you can lock ur own but not his!" funny thing is!! I CANT LOCK MY OWN DAMN ROOM CAUSE IT IS NOT MINE and it wont be mine for the next 6 months! god damn this bull shit! and then they are like why are you sad when u dont go anywhere... i mean even my brother felt bad for me he was like dont you go and at least have friends over every weekend.. and im like NO BECAUSE I DONT HAVE DAMN FRIENDS TO INVITE OVER! fuck the best years of my life.. bull shit |
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| heart to heart.. with mitra |
[Jan. 7th, 2004|06:49 pm] |
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well i really have nothing to talk about because i am just focused on speech... ALL of my hw is speech. My life is speech! i hate it i am so scared for tomorrow.. so so scared.. i dont know what to do..
hey btw.. if a friend of the same sex askes u to prom (when u officially cant go just so that you can go) but like not as a relationship.. can u still go? like are u allowed to just bring friends.. hmm it is a question.. i have been pondering.. lol
only 16 days till boston u guys!! 16 days!!! ahh this can not get any better!! 16 days till midyears are over.. and i shop till i drop in boston!! omg AHHH!!! this is so good.. damn it tomorrow when i update again.. speech will done.. it will all be over!! no more worries mitra.. tomorrow is the last one!! and then i give up. in 6 more days i will never care again! just 6 more days! |
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| KEETRA |
[Jan. 6th, 2004|09:20 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
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| | clementine | ] |
hey!!
ok.. well i really dont know what to talk about but i had a really bad day and in the end i didnt even get to do my speech which means that i will have to do it on thursday and it really annoys me because nick already did my speech and was like amazing at it.. but i am not going to reminisce about the past.. ok well i just want to leave u with the song clementine that i have still had stuck in my head since yesterday cause i dont want to talk anymore
Clementine
In a cavern, in a canyon,
Excavating for a mine,
Dwelt a miner, forty-niner
And his daughter Clementine.
Oh my darling, oh my darling
Oh my darling, Clementine
Thou art lost and gone forever,
Dreadful sorry, Clementine.
Light she was and like a fairy,
And her shoes were number nine,
Herring boxes without topses
Sandals were for Clementine
CHORUS
Drove she ducklings to the water
Every morning just at nine,
Hit her foot against a splinter
Fell into the foaming brine.
CHORUS
Ruby lips above the water,
Blowing bubbles soft and fine,
But alas, I was no swimmer,
So I lost my Clementine.
CHORUS
Then the miner, forty-niner
Soon began to peak and pine,
Thought he oughter jine he daughter,
Now he's with his Clementine.
CHORUS
In my dreams she still doth haunt me,
Robed in garments soaked in brine;
Though in life I used to hug her,
Now she's dead, I draw the line. |
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| speech |
[Jan. 5th, 2004|09:48 pm] |
wow i hate speech.. i am so terrified for tomorrow.. and the possibility that i may have to go... my only hw tonight was to memorize the stupid speech but no u know what i do (because i think that it is more useful) yes i research the lyrics to CLEMENTINE.. a song i sang in 3rd grade which i randomly got the urge to look up when i was eating a clementine.. god i have no life.. right now i am just waiting for my dad to get back from shopping casue i really need some oreos.. i am really not in a good mood for this speech thing.. i would rather write 10 term papers.. then have to memorize this.. ugh.. UNFAIR
DAMN SPEECH!!
I AM SO NERVOUS
UGH |
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